This week, I thought I might instead share some self-reflective poetry/creative writing as my blog post:
I’ve been thinking a lot about what it means to me
To hold a book in my hand. Why I’ll never forget
My uncle throwing my book into the bushes as we walked to a bar at a family reunion, why
It stung so much, why I was so angry. Why I crawled in after it. Why when I found it there I felt warm again.
I think I understand. The love of reading and writing
is a part of me,
I am made from it. It is made for me. It is a feeling but
It is my everything. Thrilling.
My greatest fantasy is of a beautiful, aged, ornate library, full
Of ancient books and closed to the public,
Just for me to explore, to hold the books in my hands and
Smell the disintegrating pages.
I hope that someday, I too can take my students to a place
Where in their minds there can be no greater beauty than clasping a book
In their hands, and then getting dirty
From diving into a bush to save it
From someone who couldn’t understand
That they couldn’t feel warm without it